Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Life ( A Learning Process)

When you go through life knowing...
You learn nothing....


When you recognize that you need to be taught...
You gain knowledge and wisdom...


When you go through life not being aware of who you are...
You do not realize your capabilities...


When you're not sure of yourself...

You become afraid to speak up...

When you put high expectation on anyone but God...

They fail you...

Be glad when people pay attention to your life...

It's when you are being ignored to worry...

Have faith and confidence in yourself....

So you won't depend on others for whom they are...

Knowing your worth at heart before combining you spirit with another....
Is sufficient....

If you are not aware of what you want...
You put up with what you got...


If your mate is to be an image of you...
Then push yourself to your highest standards and stay there...

Getting by is boring...
Earning your title, friends and respect is challenging...

Loving somebody is wonderful...
Having them love you back is priceless...

Having a purpose in life to fufill means that God is ahead of your life...
Living life without a purpose means the devil is on your tail.....

Charita Shannon

Thursday, May 6, 2010

MATTERS OF THE HEART (TRUE STUFF)

It felt uneasy and sensitive, like I ate something too cold and it hit my teeth. Every time I tried to walk it felt as if a loose piece of glass was in my foot and I couldnt get it. Trying to touch it was like I had a paper cut and every time I touched the paper I got another cut. OOohhh like every time I went to walk I would hit my toe on the bed frame. I could remember gently holding it and revealing it to a man I once loved. I can see myself explaining the feeling to him and exposing myself to him. I remember allowing him to touch it and as he took his two fingers and gazed across, it stung me. "Ouch" I screamed, looking at his hand wondering what have he touched me with. I still remember squiching my eyes and pulling back, ready to swing but leaving him blameless. "Just be more gentle this time", I opened my hands and exposed it to him repeatedly, he took the same two fingers and touched it again while staring me in the eyes as if he discovered something about me. I yelled "You're hurting me, carressing it and trying to pull back, but his same two fingers are there and he presses again, this time without my permission, he's tugging at it. My knees are buckling, eyes are watering, my voice is cracking, fingers shaking as I'm trying to grab hold to it. I called his name, tried to look him in the eyes to explain to him that the way he was tugging at it was hurting me......... But he didnt stop. There was a hole around my heart.....







Then I woke up and remembered..... I asked God to show me what's to come of this relationship between me and this guy and that's just what he did. Be careful who you expose your heart to.