Eyes Opened Again

Why do you pretend to care when you really don't
How can you say you'll be there when you really wont

Why is your tongue so loose and deceitful with lies
Why do you act as if what I'm saying come as a surprise

Who are you and why are you so comfortable with misusing me
What am I expressing to secretly become your enemy

He sent you back and God showed me your purpose before you arrived
But some how I manipulated myself into thinking otherwise

I turned from God knowing in my heart this was the wrong decision
but you tricked me and came with me diluting my real visions

You seemed like what was missing when you first came along
But eventually it was clear to me why I left you alone

You see it was hard for me to recognize my happiness in Christ alone
Seemed like it was to good to be true that my relationship with God was so strong

But I'm back on my toes and only God know that I'm ready for this journey again
you see you thought you made me wasteful but God is so faithful that I I'm reminded whose my true friend

Glad you'll say your battle you did win I can see your snagged grin :)
Sad to say the war is the end and its written you lose my friend

So if you smiling thinking you did it stop because you didn't
Your master keeps you from your blessings my master taught me a lesson

I don't hate you just hate your master
It's him I want to choke
But that's the penalty I paid to suffer
Cause God said not to be unequally yoked

I'm Apart Of God's Plan :)

God’s Plan 


I’m young, cute, talented and fun

Yes I get cold in the winter

And hot in the sun

The smile on my face is part of my light

And the Love from my soul keeps me at night

But none of this matter if I don’t affect the people

My job is to influence plenty and allow God to use me to draw many .

I make a difference in who I am. I’m suppose to… I don’t want to be bland. I’m apart of God’s plan.

My life is mysterious in my own eyes

Who I was, who I am, who I’m going to be is still a surprise

To be grounded, rooted and seasoned in God

Allows me to blindly take the next step and boldly feel safe in my heart

I make a difference in who I am. I’m suppose to… I don’t want to be bland. I’m apart of God’s plan.

My adventure involves uplifting the ones who God calls and being uplifted by his angels when I fall.

I’m positioned already to keep steady in my journey of trials and tribulations

My heart is being neutered to preserve it’s dedication, retain it’s education and reveal it’s destination in Christ.

I make a difference in who I am. I’m suppose to… I don’t want to be bland. I’m apart of God’s plan.

Through God, my mistakes in the past allows me to sketch a better future and to witness to others on what happens when you don’t let God lead you

I’m a living testimony of life it self , being content in where I’m at and having good health

I was and am being trained by people lead from God.

I’m surrounded with love and people who cares for my essence.

They pray for my strength and even ask God to send me blessings.

My ability to look up to God fearing people was a start.

Now my amazement and faith in God is beyond the stars.

Knowing nothing can separate me from the love of God. I make a difference cause they made a difference cause they need a difference and cause God is the difference.

God loaned jewels to me known and unfamiliar

In every crisis moment my heart he considered

Who loves this way but God who looks high and low and yet teaches me to do the same here on earth so that others may know his worth.

I make a difference in who I am. I’m suppose to… I don’t want to be bland. I’m apart of God’s plan.